I feel almost saturated by it. How long has it been since I’ve felt these feelings? How strange it seems that I find myself here now after all is said and done.
So many questions fill my head and I often wonder if the reality is clear or if I’m looking for an escape more than anything. I feel as though I’m falling through the pit in my stomach.. What an amazing feeling.
I want to say more but I really shouldn’t… Is it bad to fuel these thoughts? Should I have guilt?